come, come baby,

come be my toyfriend,

let me play with u..

Sakai... Rest In Peace..

My deepest heartfelt to his Family..

This was how the heart is when it was still a "virgin". When it doesnt really learn how to love someone yet..

The heart decided to make A the one in my life.. However:

Somehow, it got broken..

and soon after, the heart got hurt again..

It left... broken scars that may not heal.. 

A knows what was going on.. but stood by my side.. 

Now the heart is lock. semi happy. with A in it..

Why should we humans ever go into a relationship?

This long word which spells "R-E-L-A-T-I-O-N-S-H-I-P", sounds great yet complicated.

In fact, it leads more to hatred than love.  So complicated.

Why cant it be just simple??!!

Many long term relationship leads to break up/ Divorce.

I feel for my bestie when things are not going to well for her.

In fact, we were both shock abt the guy's action and maybe we're still in denial.

This made me spare a thought about my own relationship.

How long is it still standing loose?

Whats going to happen next?

I must admit, i am getting real impatient to know the ending.

Because, i dun wanna waste my time in a long term relationship that will soon ends in the rubbish bin again.. 

*Sometimes,i just don't wanna love and be happy..*

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

My..My..

It has been said that the world might come to an end at 2012.

Science have proven it. *God Knows* 

Movies have been made.

Before the say the world ends at 2000.

on Dec1999, @11.59 p.m while people were partying celebrating to welcome the new year, i prayed hard that the world wouldnt end.

how silly...  but that was me at the age of 9.

Now.. at the age of 19, they told me that the world ends at 2012.

If thats true, I would then die at the age of 22.

Unmarried...

No Family..

Maybe Unrepentant.

Virgin? *Hehe*

Assuming when the day comes, *cross my fingers*

its gonna be really scary.

OMG.. Please let me die in a proper way..

There will be no

PowerPuff Girls.

Power Ranger..

Pokemon..

Ben 10.. to save us.. aaaaahh!..

No matter where we run,

we will surely die.

For Singapore, there are no natural disaster..so far.

Imagine if suddenly Tsunami comes by..

That would be the first and the last time that we Singaporeans are gonna experience it.  

*Oh well, cant run away from it..*

*im planning to watch 2012 in the movies. Soon after i settle my stuffs.*

Hey baby, hey baby, hey!

Its finally Thursday...

my stupid sleepy boring Thursday.

There's nothing to blog abt.

I just wanna wish happy 22nd Bdae to:

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ATAI

*Since it's his bdae, he shall have the limelight. And so, i mosaic-ed my pretty face* =P

Daddy, this year is the forth year im celebrating ur burfdae. My daddy is all grown up.. *awwww*

Wish u all the best for your interview on the 17th.. =)

Random: I am.. In Denial.. Fuck u.. i'll never wanna see u.. I really hate u. I hope u are happy k.

grrrr!! I dun care what u say..

This is my life so fuck off..

so.. sing with me:

Life's a game but it's not fair. I Break the rules & i dun care.. *Run this Town*

=) 

I crave for desserts now.. *random*

Guys are friends for a motive *double random*

I hate payday now. *triple random*

I made a stupid mistake today.. Thanx to Wardah.. arrggh!! Malu nyer..

So, it was unintentional that i left my blog unupdated..

Each time im logged in to onsugar,

I cudnt find words to say.

Cudnt find stories to share.

Simply because I have learnt that my life is becoming more boring.

I sux alot when it come to enjoying..

How to?

Ive been working since the age of 14.. money makes the world go round..

nowadays, no money no talk.. kan?

wanna die also must have money what.. =P

I didnt make it to last week's chalet..

#1.. Im not in the mood to chalet since i got to know "SumOne" is gonna be there.

#2. I was sick in the afternoon.

#3. I had to clean up my room for rent out. 

Last week went karaok-ing. With idah..& hubby Fir, Ashurah, Helfi...

i know this song has been around since long before.

somehow its running in my mind..

at this point of time,

i realised that the words are meaningful.

*format salah.. lyrics are all over.. just read and sing k.*

It takes a crane to build a crane It takes two floors to make a storie It takes an egg to make a hen It takes a hen to make an egg There is no end to what I'm saying It takes a thought to make a word And it takes some words to make an action And it takes some work to make it work It takes some good to make it hurt It takes some bad for satisfaction Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle Ah la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la It takes a night to make it done And it takes a day to make you young brother And it takes some old to make you young It takes some cold to know the sun It takes the one to have the other And it takes no time to fall in love But it takes you years to know what love is And it takes some fears to make you trust It takes those tears to make it rust It takes the dust to have it polished Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la It takes some silence to make sound And it takes a lost before you found it And it takes a road to go nowhere It takes a toll to show you care It takes a hole to see a mountain Ah la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la life goes full circle Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la life is meaningful Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la life is meaningful Ah la la la la la la life is full of Ah la la la la la life is so full of love Ah la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful Ah la la la la la life is full of Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

Hello dearest blogmates.. 

How was ur Monday? ok2?

I had the most stupidiest monday blur ever..

I had to go to the toilet urgently today.

*BLaDDeR FuLL*

I saw two door in the toilet closed.. (the door in the toilet is always closed, even when it's vacant)

without checking properly...

then

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BaNG!!!!

My body banged into the door.  & one of my colleague was in the toilet SHOCKED...

Colleague: What Happen??!!

i'IN: Nothing.. I accidentally bang on ur door.. pai seh ar!! *embarassed* 

Colleague: u ar scare me.. U make me urine all over..

i'in: he... he.. (im my heart i was like ouch!! my head) 

and so..

i went to the pantry to pour myself a cup of coffee..

instead of pouring it to the cup..

I pour it on the cabinet... *rabak*rabak*

Then i was msging my bf...

me: dydy, nari nak mit i kat ne?

bf: huh? asl plak?

me: tanak mit me?

bf: u nak mit sape? kan i cakap ngn u i kerja malam? u msg sape eh?

me: -_-"

hahahahahahahaha!!!