"Kahwin tak susah.. tak kahwin tak sah"
Will you choose to tanggung dosa.. or will you choose to be susah..
Today, daddy pointed out again that we should at least be enggaged..
I was 50-50 abt it..
Firstly, Thinking about the recent incident made me think that it's much harder to trust him now. History may repeat itself.
Secondly, we will be going thu countless of obstacles again.
Thirdly, in any event, if things dont work out and we have to putos tunang, thats gonna be the part where I've to suffer the most.
Lastly, Im afraid it might be one of his semangat seminit.
Conclusion is, i would very much preferred to be married few years later rather than to kahwin.. Im sure my friends would think that its better.






































































